No, I’m not becoming a real life Travis Bickle, nor am I uploading another post of quotes that I like.
I really do need to get myself organised.
It’s more than a month since my last activity on WordPress. For several months I’ve been posting nearly every Thursday; each month saw at least four offerings from little ol’ me. So what happened?
It was the middle of May and I had to work late one Thursday night. I actually finished at 1 am on Friday morning, slept a few hours and was then back in work that same Friday morning. After work, and up until dusk on Sunday, I was busy with ripping down my old garden shed and putting up a new one. So, no posting activity that week.
From then on, I started to find that things happened to me rather than be controlled by me. It has become clear to me that I am not controlling my life so much as I should do. I have never been well-organised and this has got to stop. It’s affecting my health.
Every week, I’ve being feeling increasingly rough each day when I’ve awoken and Monday was spent in the bathroom emptying the contents of my stomach rather than going to work. It’s a good job I have made some improvements to my diet and my weight already this year as I dread to think how bad I would be if I hadn’t.
Enough already, I must take control of my life.
No, this has not been a complaint against life but rather a confession of my own failings. Life has treated me very well over the last few weeks when I consider how badly I’ve been pursuing my life. I gotta get myself organizized.